I Only Went Away

by Mariska Hargitay

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the cliffs we built out houses in identities made of blood stained stone protect us with a river separate from their god
please forgive me I'm sorry i don't want two dogs please forgive me it makes my legs anxious
Cheyanne is a stupid name lucky me, miss robot coitus to aleph naught
I thought i liked the lemonheads i thought i like strawberries but i don't, they're hard to eat and i think that they hurt my teeth and hurt my feelings but i like wate and flowers, olive olives olive olives, water and flowers i no longer wonder if our dogs will like each other you can't make me climb trees you can't make me climb at all
you make me feel okay yea, alright i don't know what to say lying, no bed frame lying no I'm not the only one who feels alone we're not the only ones who have to say goodbye
give me the cost of the albatross and wear it around your neck for size but don't let it get you down, i'm looking inside your house you're house always looks so nice your house always smells so nice now we're twice as high laughing now the time is right ya know and promise me not to leave i'm looking inside your brain and christ its a cluttered mess i love you i must confess


Last release from Mariska Hargitay as...
Jake Jones (guitar/bassVI)
Grant Marshal (drums)
Shawn Stafford (guitar/bass)

This wouldn't have been possible without Daniel Felton, who recorded us and added more life to these songs. Thank you so much.

Atlee Hickerson mastered this. Thank you.

This is Jake typing and I miss my friends. Publishing this months after making it and I'm surprised we did this. Go us.


released October 7, 2018


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Mariska Hargitay Iowa City, Iowa

visual artist etc from oklahoma in iowa

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